Threw me out

She nearly threw me out and abused I was coward hence ignored and refused I could not confess or admit before her She did not afford me any chance there I am not sure why did she build such an opinion May be she wanted me as true man and companion “But it was there without asking” I muttered She had blasted in open and uttered As new comer what do you expect from upcoming writer? He has to be good besides and very good host and inviter Keep on adding friends and try to be more accommodative Select the themes and ideas which are in tune and more subjective I am natural lover too and sometimes loose concentration If I see beautiful flowers outside window and for presentation Same is use for beautiful friends if they are picked and praised Golden opportunity is afforded with your status being raised Well this was the cause for her to f eel offended I may be wrong but did not come for forward for being defended I argued same for being natural lover and remained apologetic But alas! I had lost her and her position remained static When would she come back to her original smiling? Shed the anger and calm down from boiling She has hidden hatred against discrimination The question is always being cause for alienation There are some other shorts cut too It may not be appealing her as true Hatred can be pushed away by kindness Love can be shown even with mildness You can change whole world but not the mentality This is one of the most troubling qualities Person would never like to shed the differences It would have been golden opportunity if drawn right inferences What would I do then if she is not relenting? What has made her to think much and start hating? She is learned and not out of the tune with current She is little impatient or I prefer to call her intolerant Will it not be nice if I start the new dialogue? Let her call me coward, stupid or rogue I can convince her of my good intentions Rest all should be left to her for retentions She would come knocking my door Though I am worthless and poor She has rich expertise and sense of humor She can call off the day and look for * Nice to look for patch up instead catch up*