Walking through the Shadows

Walking though the shadows Thinking of past sorrows Remembering the pain I have caused Reminiscing on all my painful flaws Need my own space to think Think of darkness all over the place My life is dark only a spark of light A light I would die to chase Looking into the distance time and time again Nothing to be seen in this pathetic thing called life Nada, not a girl or so-called friends All everyone sees in me is unhappiness and strife One may never see the inside The ‘real’ me is hidden below many layers Someone who has never cried Please Lord and Holy Ghost answer my prayers Slowly losing the faith and love This life has nothing to offer me but grief Nothing left to give the magic man above Good riddance to love, faith, and beliefs Nothing more to live this life for End it all now….slit of the wrist No one to love and adore My light has left me…that I do miss There is nothing left to believe in So this is what I think to be true One last look to where the darkness has been A speck of light where darkness was due Focused and strained for a closer glance It is true the light slowly increasing in size Before I take my life I look for my chance My chance has come and shall thrive It is true my light is running back to me Lord, you have come though for the lost My friends and a girl is what I see I almost gave it all up at an unreasonable cost Walking though the shadows Thinking of past sorrows Remembering the pain I have caused Reminiscing on all my painful flaws Forget the pains of the past Only the future shall matter I am in love, a love that will last Never again I will be in a shatter.