Walking though the shadows
Thinking of past sorrows
Remembering the pain I have caused
Reminiscing on all my painful flaws

Need my own space to think
Think of darkness all over the place
My life is dark only a spark of light
A light I would die to chase

Looking into the distance time and time again
Nothing to be seen in this pathetic thing called life
Nada, not a girl or so-called friends
All everyone sees in me is unhappiness and strife

One may never see the inside
The ‘real’ me is hidden below many layers
Someone who has never cried
Please Lord and Holy Ghost answer my prayers

Slowly losing the faith and love
This life has nothing to offer me but grief
Nothing left to give the magic man above
Good riddance to love, faith, and beliefs

Nothing more to live this life for
End it all now….slit of the wrist
No one to love and adore
My light has left me…that I do miss

There is nothing left to believe in
So this is what I think to be true
One last look to where the darkness has been
A speck of light where darkness was due

Focused and strained for a closer glance
It is true the light slowly increasing in size
Before I take my life I look for my chance
My chance has come and shall thrive

It is true my light is running back to me
Lord, you have come though for the lost
My friends and a girl is what I see
I almost gave it all up at an unreasonable cost

Walking though the shadows
Thinking of past sorrows
Remembering the pain I have caused
Reminiscing on all my painful flaws

Forget the pains of the past
Only the future shall matter
I am in love, a love that will last
Never again I will be in a shatter.