Feeling a loss in me, that I have never felt before.
It is something that I am unable to ignore.
Leaving me standing in front of this unknown door.
Where I desire to know so much more.
Following me everywhere that I go
for it is this single love that I know.
The one in which I am truly devoted it is so
The love that I have for you my dear sweet boy  
is so much more than I can ever truly enjoy.
leaving others see me as a mere decoy
Except for you, You are the one who makes me smile,
You make my life worth while 
You are my muse with unlimited style…
… 
and I am away from you 
Leaving me lost and blue
Not knowing what to say or do!