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Its been five long years, Since I last shed these kinda tears, Its been three perfect summers- while I've been in love with another- I didnt often think about you, or what we both went through... I end up at a friends house, and you turn up there, I look away *come on now, you dont care* and she walks in behind you ....... With your daughter in her arms The whole world stops spinning for a second and I find it hard to breathe, I never imagined someone else would take my place as I sat and watched you leave. You look so happy together, and I never cared, not until now- but all of a sudden my minds in a muddle and I *Miss You* So confused.... You were my first love <3 they say that love never goes away- but i never even thought about you not until that day... I have my own children, My own home, My own life- But now i've got caught up in missing you.. you haven't changed, and the butterflys in my stomach are still floating around.. I guess I have to let go all over again, but I will always wonder- Does he feel the same way.......