you're Just Gone

I’ll think of you tonight. I’ll dream of where we’ve been. I’ll hold tight to the promise, That I’ll see you again. You are in my heart; As far as one can go. But still you go deeper– Even farther than I know. I bound myself to you. I got in too deep. I refused to believe That you I couldn’t keep. It’s so hard for me To let you go. I keep holding on. I never planned to let you go. If only I knew That you felt the same way. If I only I could tell you, I want and need you to stay. I don’t want you To ever leave. Let me go with you. Oh, can I please. The second I felt I was special to you. You left and were gone Before I could get close to you. I always wondered What would come to be If we were one, But I never will see. More than anything else, That breaks my heart. I hurts to know I may never get to pursue that spark. I wish I could Bring back that Thursday. I would talk to you, If my emotions didn’t betray. I wanted to share My feelings with you So freakin’ bad, But I was afraid I’d be a fool. I’ve had a busy weekend, But now that it is still; I feel the impact of losing you– There’s such a massive hole to fill. ©