I don't want to love you.
I don't want to care. 
I don't want to wake up wishing you were there.
I don't want to listen to another lie.
I don't want to be hurt.
I don't want to cry. 
I don't want to feel the way I do.
I don't want to wish I was with you.
I don't want to say I'm okay when I'm not.
I don't want to wait for you to come around. 
I don't want to deal with these feelings. 
I don't want to fall apart.
I don't want to live with a broken heart.
I don't want to bottle everything up inside.
I don't want to just run and hide.
I don't want to think about you everyday. 
I don't want to be confused and not know what to say.
I don't want to be told everything will work out.
I don't want to have to scream and shout.
I don't want to stress out over you.
I don't want to worry about the crap that you do.
I don't want to be jealous when your with another girl.
I don't want to wait on you forever.
I know that its over, I know that we're through, and there's
nothing I can do. 
I didn't ask to love, I didn't ask to care, thanks for
pretending you'd always be there.
This is the end, my fellow goodbye, this is the last time
you'll ever make me cry.
~*{May 16, 2011}
[C.S.M.D]