Sitting here
listening to that taylor swift song
hearing
that guitar
makes my heart strum
but hearing your voice
makes it break
where are you when i need you
i look here 
and i look there
then i cry
i break down in the most abundancy of tears
and im still crying
because i cant find you
your now where you used to be
and im lost
and all this cruelness around me
you said youd be there
then where..are...you
im lost im so lost
i cant forget this
no
your not gonna come with that ever so lucky smile
because what you did
what your still doing 
is unforgivable
im not falling for that again
i have forgiven you every single time
and you do the same things
i dont know if im ever gonna stop forgiving you
so why dont you just stop
you care about me right? 
i thought you cared about me?
do you?

answer the question.

now.