HAPPINESS

"WHEN EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE THE MOVIES YEA YOU BLEED JUST TO KNOW YOUR ALIVE" i think my heart has been broken far too many times whether it was family, friends, boys, or just to many lies a good friend once told me that i shouldnt have to force true happiness and that it would come in due time the only true happiness that i have is my child in my life dont get me wrong, my baby girl is more than what i need but i am only human and my heart yearns to fill the spaces that are empty i guess i just dont deserve to be happy at all and to cope with that decision i use to cut and watch that red river fall but that is no longer a choice that i will ever make i have my daughter and if the happiness i seek never arrives that is a risk i am willing to take