EMOTIONS ARE RAGING
MY MIND IS PACING
NOW IM FORCED TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUES THAT FACE ME

THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE TRIED TO SUPPRESS, HAVE RESURFACED
AGAIN
SHOWING ME AN ENEMY IN THE MIRROR AND NOT A FRIEND

WHEN I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR I DONT SEE MY REFLECTION AT ALL
I ONLY SEE YOU,AND AGAIN I FEEL SMALL
I TRY SO HARD TO ENCLOSE THIS PAIN
THEN MY TEARS BEGIN TO FLOW LIKE RAIN

AND IN MY MIND ONE QUESTION IS ON REPEAT:
DADDY HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?

10 YEARS OLD AND HE WAS MY FIRST
THE WORLD BECAME A SPHERE OF PAIN AND HURT

WHO KNEW THAT BEING RAPED WOULD BECOME A NORMAL THING
EVERY SINGLE YEAR AFTER THAT,THOUGH I SUPPRESSED THE
MEMORIES
BECAUSE MY VOICE WAS SILENCED AND MY SOUL COULDNT SPEAK

MOMMY CALLED ME A LIER WHEN I SAID DADDY TOUCHED ME
SHE LET HIM STAY AROUND UNTIL HE LEFT AND SAID I WAS THE
REASON TO BE
AND I WAS FORCED TO CALL AND GIVE HIM AN APOLOGY

I DONT WANT TO KEEP ADDING NUMBERS ONTO HOW MANY TIMES IT
HAS HAPPENED TO ME.I JUST WANT IT TO STOP :'(