Every tear I cry,
Doesn't help the pain i feel inside
All the things i used to do,
Don't feel the same without you
I loved you, and you loved me,
So why aren't things the way they used be?
I created all this sadness,
So why can't my feelings for you condense?
I hate being all by myself,
The one person that used to always be there isn't even able
to help
Because he is the reason that I feel so emotionally drained
Now, he is the source of all this pain
Everything would be much easier if I could just have you
back
I wouldn't feel like I'm obviously having something I lack
I know we made our decision for the better,
But now I'm really starting to reconsider
You mean so much to me,
And now it will never be your face I see
If crying could pour out the heaviness of my heart
I would cry and cry, until we weren't apart
What if I didn't make the right decision,
And this is a test to see my precision
On how well I unconditonally love someone
Through all the hard things that are to come
If this is a test, I would surely fail
Because it's still your name I wail
I go to sleep early just so I don't have to think about us
Cause if I do, I would endure more pain than i already must