Nothing Helps Me Feel Better

Every tear I cry, Doesn't help the pain i feel inside All the things i used to do, Don't feel the same without you I loved you, and you loved me, So why aren't things the way they used be? I created all this sadness, So why can't my feelings for you condense? I hate being all by myself, The one person that used to always be there isn't even able to help Because he is the reason that I feel so emotionally drained Now, he is the source of all this pain Everything would be much easier if I could just have you back I wouldn't feel like I'm obviously having something I lack I know we made our decision for the better, But now I'm really starting to reconsider You mean so much to me, And now it will never be your face I see If crying could pour out the heaviness of my heart I would cry and cry, until we weren't apart What if I didn't make the right decision, And this is a test to see my precision On how well I unconditonally love someone Through all the hard things that are to come If this is a test, I would surely fail Because it's still your name I wail I go to sleep early just so I don't have to think about us Cause if I do, I would endure more pain than i already must