Just angry, needed to get it out.

I wish i could stop writing about you! i should be over this, my life, new! I WISH YOU WOULD LEAVE MY FUCKING HEAD. AND MY DERAMS AND MY LIFE, LIKE YOU FUCKING SAID You know your the only one, that can hurt me still and in spite, on purpose, you ALWAYS will Blame me then! for what you did! i was a child! you bastard, a fucking kid! I hope that the moment was worth the pain, and i hope to god i never see you again. I hope you rot, in fucking hell, that decay and pain is all you smell, I hope you feel what you did to us, TO YOUR DAUGHTER and me, we lost our trust! she was a baby you scumbag, a little girl! her dad was her hero, her fucking world! You took from us the right to feel, to love, to care, for us to heal! you hardly got punished, they didnt try!! life in prison?!I hoped you'd Die!!