Losing it

It's not supposed to hurt It shouldn't be this bad Life's just not supposed to Make you feel this sad It shouldn't be this hard I'm not supposed to break But there's this feeling That I just can't quite shake It's so overwhelming I can't quite understand How everything has just Slipped right through my hands I've lost any control That I may have once had Seems like everyday is Another weight to add I'm trying to hold on But I'm getting so weak I can't take too much more Of this losing streak I'm crossing my fingers Hoping it goes away With all this pain I wonder Just why I have to stay 9/18/2011 4:53pm