Ur on my mind all thro the week
My internal tears fallin down my cheek
I want you so but ur not here
I'm not a thought, not a damn, not a fear. 
I keep it safe, my pain inside
Foreva mum, this love i hide.
Ur never far, a thought, my dreams,
On the outside in, not what i seem. 
Guess u'll never know all that i think
How close i am, im on the brink.
Cant ever change, the here and now, 
Dont question why, the tears, the how, 
I am what i am and it is what it is
Trust me darlin, i'm not really his
I'm forever urs and this is my lot,
I Cant ever end whatever we've got
Shud u decide ya've had enuff
I promise u still i'd take the rough
I'd love u till the end of time
And hope that next time u'd be just mine. Xxx