Confesssions of a Stupid Heart

I once was happy to be alive Living life day to day Now all I have is this pain Because, I fell for you all over again I should have got out Listened to everyone around me And find someone new Someone who is better Better than you! I stayed because I loved you but I was so dumb Because, I honestly thought Thinking that you were the one i got. Can't believe I fell for you again How stupid can I be Believing that everything will work out That everything will be ok Believing in forever Blinded by my own eyes Me with my heart shattered into pieces And denying my lies I was healing Healing inside! The process was never completed For I was blinded and defeated By your stupid lies Had a chance at freedom And to say my good-bye's But my love for you over powered And now my love for you has been devoured I thought I was right to be with you But I couldn't take it anymore The way you treated me Was so unkind I felt as if I were there only for your entertainment and nothing more Secluded myself to believing that it was all in my mind It's not fair that I spent months trying to heal When you tore me apart Then in an instant I let you back in this stupid heart You have this hold on me That I can't break free I got fed up with the way you were treating me So I told you I'm done I'm through, I can't let myself go through this anymore It hurts to much, I need to get away All you said was "I'm sorry you feel that way" I had no pain No sorrow just the feeling of the freedom that I once had I thought that I was going to be sad But when I read what you sent I thought...you never even cared for what we had. So congratulations Zach you turned into your dad!!!