Life Ended

Why did you never encourage me? Always bring me down So I took it upon myself to turn my life around To do what I do best Slice my flesh To feel loved again You never cared about me Or what I felt All you did was say You never do anything with your life That caused me so much pain You admitted That you hated me Wished I was dead So I made you proud of me for once I finally did something with my life I ended it with dignity And with that sharp knife Despite my insanity You shed a tear But that’s not because you’re sad It’s because you’re mad That I finally did something with my worthless life When I picked up that knife And slid it upon my wrist Bled out on the floor I felt no pain No abuse I’m in a better place Away from your disgrace Didn’t you see it in my cold dead eyes? All that I felt deep inside That pain you caused When you told me I did nothing with my life That I’m worthless Look at me now sprawled on the floor As your standing at the door All the emptiness inside Is all you caused throughout my dreadful life So thank you I ended it just for you But remember this I’m dead because of you