I'm Writing You This Letter

I'm writing you this letter to tell you how I feel, to ask you if I'm the only one. If everything is real. I don't know how to tell you that I love you with all of my heart if you ever left me, I know that my world would fall apart. Imagining you with another girl tears me up inside. I think I would cry for days, I know I'd run and hide. Picturing you in my mind, I feel the tears come to my eyes. I love you so much, I'm starting to unwind. You are the only good left in my life, everything else is gone. I don't know how to live without you, but somehow I feel this is wrong. If only we could be together, like I've wanted to for so long, I don't know how to open up, I know I don't belong. I'm writing you this letter, to tell you that I'm here. I know I'll never be good enough for you, but my feelings are sincere. I wish I knew what you were thinking every moment of the day. Somehow I feel as if I'm with you, even if I'm far away. You'll never know what you mean to me, I don't think words could explain. It seems as if these three little words mean so much, but still it's not enough to say exactly how I feel. I hold your picture beside me, wishing it were you. Hoping that one day my dream will then come true. I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm real, that I would never hurt you, I just don't know how to feel. I've been unmoved for so many years, I've spent so many nights alone, I've wasted so many tears. I know I seem so happy, but I can tell you that I'm not. But when I am with you, I feel complete as if the hole in my heart is no longer filled with deceit. I wish this feeling would last forever, I will love you as long as I may live. I feel as if I've never lived until the day you were the reason I survive. Maybe this was meant to be, I'm not really too sure. I know that around you I am just... me. I'm writing you this letter, to tell you what I can't say out loud that my feelings for you have never been this true, maybe these three little words can explain... I love you. -Dedicated to Robbie. I love you more than you'll ever know.