Russian Roulette

Thinking back on the relationship that I've had It all seemed like a game of Russian Roulette Going back and forth until the last round The devastating shot that sent you dead on the ground Was just a game of love and hate Yet I was always the one to get the bullet to my heart And my life, happiness and love was torn apart Thinking back to what it was Is nothing but fury and hate Always fighting never played it safe I always put my life, happiness and love at stake Fought for what I thought I wanted... So I took the shot But you just let me bleed Never did seem to care about me We were nothing but a game of Russian Roulette I was so blind To the pain and hate And to what everyone told me About my fate But this time... I won't be the one to lose Never again will I pull that trigger And take that bullet to the head This time I won't be the one dead