I wish

i wish the night would take me far from this place. i wish that i could leave now, keeping my dignity, my grace. i wish the stars would make me a home, So when the night falls, i wouldnt feel alone. God took away the only girl i ever loved, selfishly, spitfully he took him up above. i wish that my blood would leave these bones, and that when i die im left alone. That these thoughts and memories would burnden me no more, and that my heart would stop the pain, ignore. i never asked to be me, and im sorry for the things i do that you see. I cant help my action anymore then birds fly. im sorry i hurt i cant tell you why.