I cant.

sometimes i fear im not the person you want me to be, and it hurts so much, it hurts all of me. I lay awake on empty nights and think of your face and i cant calm my heart, its pounding, painful pace. I wish i could be the girl that you want me to be and i hope one day the real me you'll see. I cant admit i want you here and that my heart bleeds when you are not near I run to you, whenever you ask and i hope are friendship can get past this strange feeling i feel for you because i know deep down it cant be true. I cant love you.