Im not even going to write a soppy suicide note, im just
going to let you cry as you think of me as you choke.

You have no idea of the pain inside, of the days that i
wept, of the nights that i cried.

hell gave more fuck then you ever did, so dry yours you dont
care you kid

You think that you new me? you didnt at all, cause im not a
girl, im a fucking brick wall.

Not even a jack hammer could break into my mind and i think
thats it funny that you ever tried!

When i would come home your dead eyes would stare, and you
would look right through as if i wasnt there.

Now you have the front to tell me not to leave, that your
world would end, you wouldnt breath.

Maybe you should have have cared for me a little bit more,
and i wouldnt have to leave you, through the door.


I would stay at your side forever and a day, i would never
have left forever, id lay.