leaving you was easier in my nighmares.

Im not even going to write a soppy suicide note, im just going to let you cry as you think of me as you choke. You have no idea of the pain inside, of the days that i wept, of the nights that i cried. hell gave more fuck then you ever did, so dry yours you dont care you kid You think that you new me? you didnt at all, cause im not a girl, im a fucking brick wall. Not even a jack hammer could break into my mind and i think thats it funny that you ever tried! When i would come home your dead eyes would stare, and you would look right through as if i wasnt there. Now you have the front to tell me not to leave, that your world would end, you wouldnt breath. Maybe you should have have cared for me a little bit more, and i wouldnt have to leave you, through the door. I would stay at your side forever and a day, i would never have left forever, id lay.