Band-Aid

It’d been so long Since I felt this way. You were so beautiful, So I went you’re way. We exchanged numbers My heart was glad I really thought there was something, But caution I had. When I stayed with you That first night, I was so comfortable, Everything felt right. The next day I went back I couldn’t resist. You held me so close Renewed the feeling I had missed. I wanted the feeling To never cease Nothing was missing, I had every piece. I couldn’t wait to go back And be in your arms once more. I was in a wonderful place I had never been before. You wanted me to dress sexy And I knew why. I did what you said So you wouldn’t say bye. That night was different, So many firsts occurred. I knew I shouldn’t, But my judgment was blurred. It wasn’t caused by alcohol, Or any other drug. The way you turned me on Made my heart snug. I didn’t feel bad Until the next day. Then I had guilt, But I was okay. I made a stupid comment Whenever I was talking to you. I felt so horrible, scared, I wasn’t ready to be rid of you. The next day was so hard, I waited for you to call. My heart started breaking My hopes began to fall. Finally we talked again I was whole inside. But your conversation was confusing I didn’t know which was the right side. Now I’m scared once more. I’m waiting for you to decide my fate. Give me an answer soon So I don’t hold to a promise that’s fake. Just tell me quick It’ll hurt much less. It’ll be like pulling off a Band-Aid, No big mess. ©