My Own Prison, by XxXdevillaXxX Subscribe to rss feed for XxXdevillaXxX

I feel trapped and secluded
I feel weak and sedated
I feel dizzy and suffocated
and I can't stop it at all
I know it is my fault
that's how i was taught
that i am always wrong
I just want to be gone
I'm in my own prison
There's nowhere to run
nowhere to hide
i clench this gun
they ignore my screaming help cry
i appear sane
but i want to run away
I'm about to break
what kills me is the ache
I feel lost and confused
there's too much abuse
no one understand what i've been through
the only sign is the bruise

Posted: 2005-05-29 12:12:40 UTC

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2005-05-29 13:38:51wishing_on_stars
Emotional.

2005-05-30 21:09:02XLilSexxyX
Charde..this poem is reely how you feel but you need to get over it and go back to your old self again! and U damn well know that it is not your fault! and so do i, you are here with me everyday its only because of how your family and other people treat you.. so you need to go change that poem before i have to kick your ass!AND YOU KNOW I WILL! LOL

2006-09-25 08:31:47User
Driven emotionally here..relatable too..well..some kinda communication between XxXdevillaXxX and XLilSexxyX..??? Hope everything goes just fine..

2007-08-06 05:12:14theworldinhell
you write what you fell and thats good its very emotional

2009-10-28 16:55:25Gabrielle
very good. true poets write their pain first that way you can let go of hurt. i would like to see what you write next