Burden

Certain times of year Compel me to sit and think Shedding many tears Of the pain that shadows me Making me feel alone Trapped within my enemy I try to run away But it’s always there Haunting my every thought More than I can bear The pain takes over Darkness where I can’t see I try to defeat them I just want to be free Caught in so much Soon to become their prey I cry silent tears alone Left to find my own way I can’t escape the dreams For their constant follow The scenes play over So deep they leave me hallow They become nightmares That will always stay Events which are real Every detail set to replay Will it always be like this? Waking up in agony I want to run away Its useless with anxiety I was left alive Never to forget my enemies Never can I escape These painful memories