to say you know me is a lie.

To say you know me is a lie. You cant even imagine the tears ive cried. You've never felt my heartache or pain. You dont understand the reason i walk through the rain. Ive never told u about my past. You cant imagine the pain that last. Through my life ive been judge by people, who dont know who i am. Ive been told i cant when i know i can. This world and the people in it are cruel. Too many times ive been somebodys fool. You may be able to relate. But everyone leads a different fate. Ive seen the bruises that cover me. But i cover them up so no one can see. I dont let you hear my silent screams. I refuse to share with you my secrets and dreams. How can you say that you know me? You only know the carefree girl you see. Beneath my smile is my tears. Under my happiness lies my fears. I dont want your pity or for you to care. Ill let you go on not noticing im there. So go on to believe me to be so happy and carefree. Too bad thats not me.