A New Love

and you think you know but you have no idea. i dont know whats going on either. but you called and i followed. i wouldn't have but i did. your voice...it was...and then i...we're together now. but for how long. these hours and these moments are too short-lived to make it work. and i know we both finally found who we wanted but is this what we wanted. to run from the truth and hide in the dark. how much longer can this really work? all this in my mind. thinking what to say when i see you...finally. and you're there like you always are. nothing special...but you and me. its all we needed. and you came. you smiled and looked. we both did. a short distance was where we always sat. i liked being at the beach with you. the sand, the moon and stars. and you. its was all too perfect. and suddenly, i couldn't remember my problems or frustrations. just your face and smile. and your eyes looking at mine. and the "why"s and "how"s just disappeared. because when we were together everything was right. in the day everything was confusing. but you came. and now everything makes sense again. we walked a little, hand in hand. we didn't talk. we didn't have to. all we needed was to hold hands and walk. then we stopped to lie down. side by side we looked up at the stars. even separated i knew that you were looking at them with me. but tonight i didn't not have to look alone. you came. the breeze passing over us, and the ocean's mist cooling us. it was all so romantic. and then you moved. and you sat on top of me. but all you did was look. at me...and you smiled. i smiled. you leaned forward and kissed me. and then you smiled again. we got up and walked some more. thinking and smiling. loving and living. when everything was perfect. that's what i'll say. it was perfect. because so much was wrong. and confusing. i was lost. but you came. and now everything is fine again.