Collide

Falling into the inescapable shadows of yesterday, Will I ever find my redemption? Falling into the blinding light of broken tomorrows, Why am I waiting for someone to step in? No one can save me from the path–lonely and deceiving That I have chosen to take. I wonder, in the end, if these opposing forces Will ever allow me the decision I need to make. As I face so many decisions and things hold me back I’m begging that someone will intercede. I’m crying inside because of my fear, But I know that no one can help me. This is my decision, Though so many tie my feet to the ground. When I make it, None of them will even be around. Dark opposing the light, As yesterdays pull me from tomorrows. It is a violent struggle, And nobody even knows. As the past collides with the future I am stuck where I am. As I debate the answers, The hourglass ticks on with the sand. It is so impossible, And yet I am the only one who can decide. The question lies within the tears, As my present collides.