My Pretence
By deep_emotions •
Having to pretend
Round my best mates
Can’t even be honest with them
But worse
I can’t be honest
With myself
Have to lie to them
And myself
Just so they can be the ones
That are happy
Every time I hear her talk bout him
See the stuff he says to her
It cuts me up every time
But I just put on my
Pretend smile
It cuts me up
Because it’s everything
That I want him
To say and do to me
But I just suck it up
And put on a front
Because as time goes on
They become closer
I just wish
That we could all go back
To the three of us
With no romantic feelings
For each other