Loss of Love

I see you everyday and think, how you always make me pink. My words are hard to find,so I turn and reassign. I wish one day you will see, we were always meant to be. Im done figuring things out,so I stop and lay about. It could have been right,It was love at first sight. I hope she's everything I'm not,I was apparantly your blind spot. But I want you to know, that was my heart aglow. Its now dead and grey,it was you who didn't obey.