Do I like me?

Am I shallow am I weak These are answers that I seek Back and forth my mind goes Am I shallow because I like clothes I have my values and my morals But still I have many sorrows Things that interest me hardly at all Are politics and football I love to sit in the sun And go for a walk or a run I love to look at the stars But can't remember the names they are I've only stayed close to my home But would love to travel and roam I'm afraid to talk one on one Afraid people will see that I'm not fun I've lost myself in low self esteem This is something I must redeem  Say what I feel I need to say And Learn how to go and play I want to feel good about who I am Life is not a game to win so I will try once again.