Am I shallow am I weak
These are answers that I seek
Back and forth my mind goes
Am I shallow because I like clothes
I have my values and my morals
But still I have many sorrows
Things that interest me hardly at all
Are politics and football
I love to sit in the sun
And go for a walk or a run
I love to look at the stars
But can't remember the names they are
I've only stayed close to my home
But would love to travel and roam
I'm afraid to talk one on one
Afraid people will see that I'm not fun
I've lost myself in low self esteem
This is something I must redeem 
Say what I feel I need to say
And Learn how to go and play
I want to feel good about who I am
Life is not a game to win
so I will try once again.