my thoughts, my mind
so fucked up so twisted inside
they are killing me, ripping me apart
flesh from bone, rippng my very skin from my body
my mind never sleeps, forever tormenting me
drowning me, torturing my soul.
You haunt my dreams, haunt my nightmares
haunt my thoughts, haunt my fucking soul
give me peace, let me rest
you laid away in hiding for so long,
false sense of hope
now overwhelming sorrow besets itself upon me
I used to be so strong, so resilient
now only a mear shadow of my former self
ive been screaming for so long, screaming for help
screaming in pain on the inside.
Screaming while memories rape my mind
no soul remains, no more room left for anymore pain,
I feel nothing, nothing but anger
im a lost soul, to be forever lost.
nothing to be saved here,
long gone, killed by my memories.