killed by my memories

my thoughts, my mind so fucked up so twisted inside they are killing me, ripping me apart flesh from bone, rippng my very skin from my body my mind never sleeps, forever tormenting me drowning me, torturing my soul. You haunt my dreams, haunt my nightmares haunt my thoughts, haunt my fucking soul give me peace, let me rest you laid away in hiding for so long, false sense of hope now overwhelming sorrow besets itself upon me I used to be so strong, so resilient now only a mear shadow of my former self ive been screaming for so long, screaming for help screaming in pain on the inside. Screaming while memories rape my mind no soul remains, no more room left for anymore pain, I feel nothing, nothing but anger im a lost soul, to be forever lost. nothing to be saved here, long gone, killed by my memories.