Scars of the inside

By deep_emotions •
every day i fight to survive
as i struggle to show a smile
to force a smile
a laugh
with every thought i have
throughout the harsh days
i die inside
so now i'm fading away
as the seconds tick by
my soul no longer exists
as it has faded away completely
as i continue to leave scars
upon my fabric of being
i'm torn in knowing
in feeling this pain
so i'll just continue to die
slowly from the inside out