this is something i thought would never happen.
this is something i have no control over.
this is a good nightmare, that i want to wake from.

my life is like a living nightmare.
i'm not sure i want to see the ending to it,
but that, i cannot change.

no one can not see the end of their lives,
unless, for that split second that you blink,
it happens.
its gone forever.

your live is over.
your dreams have ended.
and that shooting star that you wished on....
has dissapeared, and it is never coming back.

so live your live everyday, like its your last, 
keep a sharp eye on everything around you.
bc you never know....when live is going to pass you buy.
and if you miss it..you'll really regret it.

--kayan