I thought of see her again.
Just to be old enough to share meanings of life.
How to live a life without God's greedy hand.
There are still fears of losing contacts.
Those friends and parents who once pushed me.
Go forward to meet the church temple of our lord.
Still empty hands with memories of doubt.
Doubt the happy ending is love but tears.
Thousands of years if i was once brave.
To leave my home to find miracles in God.
For a new gift that she recieved more love.
Without knowing how much I have missed.
A thought I am losing everything again,
by this just to let her know,
the world has been given in my head.