feel me (unrequited love), by Anthony Cardon Subscribe to rss feed for Anthony Cardon

To open this document to simple express, 
how many hours, days, months
have the wheels of my heart refused to conjure a conceivable
thought?
Months of toiling through what I feel for you
- limerance
the hurt that convolutes, 
- becoming void,
what whispered fervently but could not be spoken - words
will not justify
In truth, what lacked was in knowledge
of purposes and dealings of anguish,
of the proper understanding of unrequited experience 
                 - what could have undone time wasted with
thought
(proper perspective - lively, yet serious and dismissive -
was it possible?) 

I am mute
my hesitation has caught my tongue and fingers. 
the comfort of values and wisdom floating in the cosmos,
away from me
Eyes never expressive enough in photographs - for you to
see
	too much makeup - emotions trapped between black lines
Maybe my words were not needed, 
your presence absorbed them 
	- hints 
I've spoken enough about this last season,
- with you -
resolution is none or worse
Now my words say goodbye, 
Now I shut out our most prided bond - honesty 
will it dishevel us? Will you allow it to? 
Would you want to know? Of the seriousness, of the tortuous
length of time? - the awkward endlessness? 

a possible doom - losing the person you had to hurt to gain

I felt my dreams - at night a week in a row
of destruction, of awkwardness 
	- of utter premonition
	- of mutual knowledge of irreparability

Feel me,
bring me out, 
force these words to explode. 
Feel me.
You deserve to hear this pain.  
Posted: 2012-03-14 04:33:57 UTC

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