Why does she get to hold you,
While I'm crying myself to sleep again?
I never thought I'd really loose you.
My pain level is an eleven out of ten.

I dont think she should get to talk to you all the time
When all I do lately is try.
I feel desperate to hold my guy
And in return all I get are lies.

I wish you still loved me back,
But love for me now is something you lack.
I always knew I didn't deserve you>
You just recently came to this conclusion too.

Maybe in time, you'll want to be my friend.
I never expected us to actually end.
I'll probably always be here.
But you'll never want me again is what I fear.