I would like to give a shout out
To my only true friend.
On March 6th of this year,
We did end.

But "end" isn't really 
The correct word for us.
On that day, I broke
A major barrier of trust.

Now there is no title
And not too many know.
But I am still in high school
And he is already grown.

We cannot force ourselves,
To possibly say goodbye.
No matter who or what comes between,
No matter how hard they try.

You are still my sanity
And you hold my favorite memories.
We were always supposed to be together.
But i guess there actually is an ending to forever.

I'm not looking for anyone to blame.
I just wish it had been you to take away my pain.
Now you have her and I have him.
I suppose it's time for new things to bein.