Trying
Trying to love
Fear
Trying to care 
But afraid of being here
Mind saying things I don't want to hear
Lost in translation
Lost in fear
Looking in eyes I want
Holding hands feel right
My mind taunts
Fighting feelings with a might
No rest for me
I try
I hope you see
I cry
I just want to be free
Years that brought me little rest
Turmoil and sad
Always looking to the west
Getting mad
Sometimes it's hard to be with me
I want you yes
Wait and see
I don't know. I guess