Relearning life

I reach into darkness  Looking for I know not what  I dig and claw and search like I've gone mad I swipe and think I've found a thing of what I am  not sure It really doesn't matter it's got to be better than before Is it useful I can't say because darkness doth abound I hope I know in the daylight when I look around Morning never comes even though it's light  I don't see anything new from last night I close my eyes and remember what I felt was it soft what was the feel Was it even real I remember just a squint of what it could be I think it was a tiny glimpse of who I could be When I reach again I will try to add on to this thing So one day once again I may even sing