i take the blade and i cut
im gettin deeper
but people tell me im bein stupid am i?
they dnt understand why im doin it
they dnt wear the pain i do
if only they could wear my pain
they could mayb start to understand
why i do wot i do!

it makes the darkness seem lighter
it make the sadness seem happier
it makes the loneliness seem better
wen i cut i have fear that i am alone
have been and always will be

it brings my reality to life
i wish i had the courage to go that little deeper
end it all! 
is that the best way?
it seems like it the now
but i cnt bring myself to do it
incase its not!

i have pain trapped inside
and no one can tell
i cant bring it oot 
its to painful to bring out
i living a lie
but no one knows it
this smile is fake
did u know that?
im pretendin to be this happy
inside im not
insides, i want to rip them out

if only u could start to see
wot i do and how i feel
then mayb it wid all make sense
but i'll keep pretendin now
and mayb one day sumone 
will find the real me
until then i'll keep
livin a lie
after all its the best i do!!!