Girl with the Sad eyes

Look at the girl with the sad eyes she tries to smile but inside the pain lies each day she laughs then at night lays down to cry she struggles everyday with the suffering inside a fallen angel her wings fail to fly when all she is wanting is to soar so high but now deep in the ground is where the girl lies He promised her roses He promised her hugs He promised her the joy only felt in heaven above He promised her diamonds and all the love he could give Then when it came down to it he ran and he hid Alone in her room her heart ached so bad she tried to be strong and pretended to be glad but inside the fake smile the pain ached away wondering whether she would see him again she clutched her pillow her eyes full of tears blinded for a moment until she thought she heard him near it wasn't him after all only a mouse she slipped back into sadness and didn't leave her house she cried to herself then she asked god why why did he tell her he loved her it cannot have been all lies pain hit her again like a slap in the face this all began with him needing space now however he was gone and her fears were never wrong he never returned and she never left her house she slipped back into sadness and pined for her spouse she fell into such heartache she lay down to die inside her tears flowed her spirit left and she headed for the sky her body in peace and no longer in pain she looked up and saw god and realised nothing was the same dear god why did i have to die i loved him so much that isn't a lie i thought now the pain would go but my heart still aches so God smiled softly and he patted her head you loved him in life and you shall still love him in death