Heart full of thunder,
tears still remain,
heart full of sadness that i can't see u again
same old fury eating my soul
no one to turn to my heart becomes cold
anger inside and tears in my eyes
my body just screaming why oh why
why was it you who had to die
why was it me who never said goodbye?
a part of me died when you did
my happiness it went
and now i feel nothing most days but resent
everyone dies yes it is true
but why the hell did it have to be you?
why didn't they save you why didn't they care
where was i the night you needed me right there
by your side always since i was a child 
but the morning u died i was many miles
how was i to know what would happen that day?
please don't hate me i promise had i have known i would have
stayed
i hope you were thinking of me on your last breath
im hoping now your soul is at rest
tears of sadness still seep from me 
and my heart so full of grief i cant breathe
just remember one day i will see you again
i have to believe this that way i can carry on then
look down on me and be proud despite my faults
coz other then memories i have nothing at all