Tears of fury

Heart full of thunder, tears still remain, heart full of sadness that i can't see u again same old fury eating my soul no one to turn to my heart becomes cold anger inside and tears in my eyes my body just screaming why oh why why was it you who had to die why was it me who never said goodbye? a part of me died when you did my happiness it went and now i feel nothing most days but resent everyone dies yes it is true but why the hell did it have to be you? why didn't they save you why didn't they care where was i the night you needed me right there by your side always since i was a child but the morning u died i was many miles how was i to know what would happen that day? please don't hate me i promise had i have known i would have stayed i hope you were thinking of me on your last breath im hoping now your soul is at rest tears of sadness still seep from me and my heart so full of grief i cant breathe just remember one day i will see you again i have to believe this that way i can carry on then look down on me and be proud despite my faults coz other then memories i have nothing at all