My Anchor

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By P.Paan

He's not my real brother. Well now he's not even a brother. I guess what I wanted to say was that was a good friend I needed to rely on, like a brother. So I hope that makes sense, I can see how it could sound creepy Sorry! When father died, I starrted searching  Something to hold on to Someone stable and Caring. I saw him everyday and he was it  He was going to be it My older brother, my anchor for a long time, I did not want to feel I wanted to be left alone But I was subconsciously, unwillingly pushing myself towards him. Sitting next to me he noticed the pattern of my veins.  He noticed my burned skin  He said he was the same  But there were others Others who admired him Others who worshipped him I didn't notice him or his worshippers They always treated him badly  He took it  So I did too He didn't like it  He preached  Told me to do  Things I thought Were alright  I stopped them  For acknowledgment  But he looked away I reached for him I longed for the approval Never got it Never forgot it That's when I knew I had fallen,  Fallen deeper than i ever thought of  So deep that I can't rise up I'm stuck Hands out Far apart, lost  I tried to get out Fall back down Don't fight it It's alright  It happens  Cant stop but fall Deeper and deeper    Hopeless, years go by  Months go by  Weeks go by  Days go by Time doesn't fly I'm consumed I've been eaten up I'm living in hopes  Of that my dream will come true Hope he still feels the same Hopes he loves me as much as I do Ive given up  Take me away Focus on you On your eyes  Your beautiful face You're hair and body Touch it and I fall Fall with me  And we'll lay there And we'll stay there But this is wrong  No it's not  He'll love you He'll see right through  You're bare and limbless body He'll hold you He'll be your limbs  He'll be your heat He'll be you're heart He promises it all He won't let you fall Fall, fall, fall apart  

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