i am constipated

I keep feeding and feeding Good stuff and junk Years and years of letting all these food in Now I am bloated Walk around with a sour face in pain everyday It is so bad I pretend to be fine I am constipated and it is destroying my mind. Afraid to let it out because it will hurt So I walk around with years of junk Trying to live with it Toxins have made me sad and anngry. I am constipated from feeding myself With lies from the enemy from regection, molestation, failures, assaults, abuse and a whole lot a junk, from reserving my gifts and talents I am constipated Want to let it out, to free myself to get a ease its killing me Yet I smile