time

so it is that time again? i must say goodbye or later until December and so i'll have to learn all over again to do without sleeping with him, hugging him,kissing him our conversations,staying in bed late So is that time again where i have to face a place i hate to be around people who hates me around something i am not good at it is that time again to feel sorry for myself and cry, then laugh, then smile, then get angry and say I am ok, really I am it is that time again to embrace insomnia become a zombie, lose my soul I have been here so many times yet i still cant get use to it. it is that time again i become envious of others who seem happy living hurts yet i am afriad to die