growing

By eleanor maslen •
The black cloud never leaves
it just wont go away
i wanted to run realy fast
i'll break apart if i stay
no matter how i try
i just cant cure this pain
even sleeping scares me
what if i dont wake again?
what if i just fade,
like i was never here
my pictures turn to dust
thats my greatest fear
what if no one remembers me
and im a forgotten soul
what if i die now
never a chance to grow old.