Suicide Tears

My suicide fears They haunt me and challenge me And they bring on these suicide tears I sit and suffer through the emptiness it holds within me All this darkness, all this anxiety Blocking me from the reality I can no longer see It haunts me, it scares me...seeping into my dreams I cry at night, I scream and fight Is anything possibly what it seems? I cut as a release, its stopping me from going too far But how much longer I ask myself Before I go over the bar I'm tired and sad I feel guilty and all I want is to be dead My parents they be little me, my peers do to I don't remember what it was like to be so glad When this ends I hope I haven't gone to far I wish to be accepted By those who are one of a star