wish

* sorry i havent wrote in a while* i wish my eyes were shut then I'd have no fears go through life with no hate or tears or if i were numb I'd feel no pain never drowning in shadows or soaking in shame maybe an angel feeling good so much then i would'nt be scared of love's sweet touch kissing me softly with one deep breath sweeping me into eternity with the rest i wish i wasnt always so alone everybody's something i just want to go home nobody to talk to they're all cloned and fake and then there's me easy to break they think i stand on a pedestal perfect picture in a frame there's more to it underneath the mask there's shame horrible things said and done but nobody will listen to them it's fun i hold on to my anger locked in a box chains all around it attached are locks i wish there was a way to let i tall out but instead it builds up exploding without a doubt sometimes i want to scream so long that life escapes then I'd shut my eyes I'd be the angel of disgrace *( I'm enjoying your comments thanks everyone)*