In this paradox of life
I used to know so well
the path of my existence
has turned into a hell
I'm lost in my maze of mortality
I'm drowning in blood soaked tears
I'm falling from a starless sky
as an angel scarred with fears
my cloud has no silver lining
it rains to much to shine
ther's no light at the end of the tunnel
for the tunnel is no longer mine
the demon deep inside me,
trapped me in this black hole
I'm searching with closed eyes now,
for it tries to control my soul
I wish this demon would leave my mind
for it's making me go insane
but the only way to slay the demon
is to bring my life to an end